| my life turned upside down |
[Sep. 17th, 2007|04:49 pm] |
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I really dont think i've ever been this completely happy in my entire life.
honestly
first i have to give huge props to my baby...for without him i would never be this happy. lol
I really cannot wait until i get to marry him and have his kids and wow lol. I can already picture my life ahead and its pretty amazing from here. and the way i see him when he coaches football...i already kno he's going to be an awesome dad. lol
then there's my job..which is the most amazing job ever! seriously. how many people get to say they're excited to go to work?! lol
Our apartment....i get more and more excited each day with it. its finally getting organized and decorated and ohh its so cute. hehe
Also...me and my dad are doing fantabulous. and the more i spend time with him..the more i am loving julie!! haha
My entire world is upside down and i love it.
K...time to start my new workout plan and then cook dinner |
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| what really matters |
[Sep. 2nd, 2007|10:01 am] |
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I've been thinking alot recently...about everything.
I guess its just been a weird week.
I happened to have each one of my parents tell me this week about how proud they are of me for how i've been on my own, haven't really had to come to them to get me out of trouble and how I really am an adult.
it was actually kinda nice to have both of them tell me that.
My dad already said he would be completely happy and would be on our side if me and mikey decided to get married. That really meant alot to me. It felt nice to finally have someone that supported mine and mikey's relationship.
well i mean my mom's half and half on the relationship only for the fact that she thinks mikey is the reason i didn't go away to school. which i think is messed up cuz we didnt' have any money for me to go away to school and im still going to school here, its not like i gave up my education for him. gah lol
sooo i finally got my blackberry that mikey bought me for my birthday!! :) lol I still cant believe he got the louis purse i've been wanting plus the matching wallet. damn lol :)
its nice to come home...knowing he'll be there. and its nice having someone there that i can be 100% comfortable around and not worry bout what he's thinking. i love looking in his eyes and have him look into mine....knowing that no one else can enjoy this.
I love the fact that i wake up with his arms around me..knowing that he's not going anywhere. and i love how even seeing each other all the time...we still have fun and can still have long conversations and how we can act like little kids and get away with it.
and its amazing how he can look at me across the room and be able to tell me what im thinking.
i guess that's how i would describe our relationship--amazing. |
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[Aug. 21st, 2007|06:18 am] |
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Sometimes i wonder where a lot of shit went wrong....
like...for instance, what would my life be like...if i lived with my dad instead of my mom? what friends would i have had? any true ones? or like the ones i've had?
But if i did live with my dad...I wouldn't have met mikey. I guess i had to live through shit before i could get to the best gift i've ever recieved.
I guess you could say mikey was worth living through bs friends, the school i hated and being broke. There really is a silver lining to every dark cloud.
My best friend, my support, my other mind, the only person to ever understand me, the only person to ever push me for the good, the only person to ever read my mind and know what im thinking before i say it, the only person who has ever caught me when i fell. That's my boyfriend.
though some points had been rocky or tough, its been worth all of it to have him share my life.
on to other notes, my job has been amazing. whoo! lol every day is still new and exciting. i love it.
im just a lil anxious now waiting for my blackberry to arrive. hehehe i love my boyfriend. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2007|05:52 pm] |
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| | plain white t's | ] |
Well my grandma's funeral was quite interesting. i've never been to a funeral that had a turnout the way her's did. Almost every single person that was there stood up and said something completely positive about her. it was amazing.
after I recieved a 6gem/6diamond ring that she wore, each gem and diamond was for each of her kids. I also recieved a necklace she wore everyday and some earings along with a huge photo collection.
after the funeral I spent the entire day with my aunt bonnie, my uncle sid and my 3 cousins while they were up from arizona. I loved it. my aunt an uncle said that if anything happens i would have a job waiting for me down there, a place to live and my uncle's business would be able to sponsor me to go to ASU.
as amazing as that would be all of that couldn't deter me from mikey.
speaking of, we are doing amazing and a lot of "grown up" conversations have been occuring. hehe
actually right now we're saving up to get all new furniture for our apartment. woohoo! im excited.
He helped me out the other day and for that i am forever grateful. I've never had ANYONE in my life who ever knew exactly what i was thinking before i said anything and he took control of the situation and it was amazing. I truely fell in love all over again. : )
I started my job last week..OMG so fucking amazing...honestly. I have my own office, i get to carry a walkie talkie ahah and everyone just has fun. and I get to meet and call celebs. haha and the best part is that i get paid sooo much for it. It couldn't get any better.
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| drama-rama |
[Jul. 6th, 2007|08:50 pm] |
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| | Hello Goodbye | ] |
ahh.. i guess its finally time to move on..right?
I dont know how many years that it seems i've been the one to put in the effort. i guess you could say Support goes along with that.
I guess when i look at it, you've never really supported me...i mean not the guys i dated-or tried to date, not anything i've wanted to do with my life, the car i drove, anyone i hung out with. you always seemed to look down upon me as if you were somehow superior...maybe u were when it came to money..that's about it.
the odd thing was...i even supported u with stuff that i KNEW u were lying about..but i still went along with it and was there.
You love conflict. You would do anything to create it and feel no remorse about it or the people it dealt with.
The sad thing is...you never grew up. you're still that same person. I feel bad for anyone who becomes close to you. |
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| its a party harty |
[Jul. 2nd, 2007|11:22 am] |
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Woah Woah Woah... i am completely super pumped!!! OMG First things first..i put my 2 weeks in at the shit hole lol my last day is tuesday the 10th. Why? why u ask? I was hired at the porsche and audi dealership in farmington hills as a receptionist. whut whut?!?! im so flippin excited lol. Im glad to finally make some money again and get away from the freaks at the store. gah!!!! Last night me and mikey hung out with benny. Omg..he's so adorable i think im going to adopt him lol HIm and his fiance are adorable as well. And good news...when she comes up from school they may become our neighbors. woohoo!
im glad we finally have some friends that kno what its like to be in a FAITHFUL realationship haha
anyways....i've been on my diet for 11 days now and its going quite well. I havent drank anythink except for water and i dont eat as much..usually just a lean cuisine. i've lost 4 pounds so far so hopefully i can keep it up.
:)
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| bout time? |
[Apr. 12th, 2007|02:56 pm] |
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Bout time eh?
NOTHING COULD BE ANY BETTER THAN IT IS NOW.....yay!! :)
Work.......Im no longer at walgreens (WOOHOO) , i'm currently an assistant Manager for Dollar General. Im not as stressed out as I once was, I dont have to deal with the crazy weirdos that i used to lol.
Me and mikey...honestly i've been speechless lately. honestly. We have finally reached back to the point that we once were at. We truly are BEST FRIENDS. and it feels amazing. He has supported me so much within the past 2 years that no one else has offered to do. Moving in together has been the best thing we've ever decided. We're happier, calmer, and just having fun. lol we were joking around last night bout how i am a sexy housewife lol as i made dinner, and baked 40 cupcakes ehehe :)
2 weeks ago.. me and mikey spent sometime in downtown detroit, ate at Johnny Rockets then headed to the fox theatre for the Hall of fame induction ceremony for WWE. SOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol and the fact we sat right overlooking the wrestlers...lol hehehe I LOVE CENA ..let that be known haha
Afterwards we walked around downtown and ran into the "signguy" if u dont watch wrestling...u dont kno him lol but he is the coolest person ever.
We went home, got some sleep, got up then headed back to downtown detroit where we went to greektown and got some lunch and did a lil shopping. Then we walked around downtown for about 3 1/2 hours until it was time to be let in Ford Field for WRESTLEMANIA!!! lol that shit was CRAzyyyyyy. When we got to the doors, they said our tickets didnt work. so we went to the ticketbooth, and they gave us new tickets that were 10 rows closer than what we were supposed to have. whoop whoop! then we had security guards let us in the back door so we didnt have to stand through the line again. omg the entire event was nuts.
that night....we didnt get out of the parkinglot for 2 hours. then we avoided trafftic, took a risk and dove through the backstreets of Dtown lol.
Last weekend (easter) we went to mikey's family's dinner. I love his relatives. and I loved being there, i loved the dinner. Everything was perfect. Then we stayed a lil longer and watched the sopranos with is aunt, uncle and cousins. mmm we had a huge lamb, and a glass of vino. sooo amazingly good. I got to pick up on a lil more greek which was a plus. I cant wait to be a part of his family some day. ;)
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| Merry christmas to me!!! |
[Dec. 24th, 2006|06:35 pm] |
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I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!! hehehe
k well saturday night i celebrated christmas with mikey. I came home from work and he had all of our gifts lined up and wrapped on the counter.
I cant believe he got me a laptop. I am soooo freakin excited!! :)
After we were done, we had some kfc, watched a movie and had hot chocolate by the fire with a big bag of marshmellows.
He is so damn adorable..and ALL of it was his idea. : ) I AM SO IN LOVE
Today i worked then dropped of tanya her gift then came over to my mom's house.
Tonight we're eating a huge meal and had a few people over. Good times. Tomorrow morning we're opening gifts then going upnorth to my grandparents house.
Tomorrow night after we get back im going to go celebrate again hahaha with my dad tho. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2006|10:17 am] |
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Oh my...im just horrible with this thing lately hahahah
Me and mikey are doing absolutely amazing right now.....
By the way, if you havent talked to me or seen me in 2 years....dont spread fucking rumors about me and my boyfriend. really....high school shit is soooo fucking over.
All of my Christmas shopping is done and most is wrapped. Damn im excited haha.
Well On the 23rd, Im celebrating christmas with mikey that night.
On the 24th I have to work in the morning then im heading straight to my mom's house and celebrating christmas with the family there. (Mark, rachel and junior).
On the 25th My mom, mark, my brother and me are heading upnorth to celebrate christmas with the rest of the family. Then we will be back christmas night.
Im not sure when im going to see my dad or not, but so far that is the game plan.
I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS lol and I cant wait til after when me and mikey move out and get an apartment together. I think it will be really good for us! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2006|02:08 pm] |
My mind has been on complete overdrive lately. Especially when it comes to me and Mikey.
No worries tho...everything is absolutely perfect. Well at least between him and I.
Im tired of our routine tho...and there's nothing i can do about it.
He goes to school in the morning while I work at night so of course we're never home at the same time. Then i dont get home until 11 or 11:30 each night and we're both so exhausted we just go to sleep.
Honestly...everyday i cant wait until the moment i get home and cuddle next to him while he holds me. That's the one thought that gets me through every minute of the day. Especially while im at work.
Damn he's precious.
YAY today is pay day. and tomorrow i pick up mikey's christmas gift from the mall. YAY! lol i dont know where the hell im gonna keep it unil christmas tho?!?
the only reason i got it so early is because it was the only one available. lol lucky me!
well saturday is sweetest day!!!!!! :) <3
Im gonna make mikey breakfast in bed, then we're gonna spend the day together then im taking him out for the night. fuck yes!
alrite well time for work : ( |
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| RANDOM SHITZ AS USUAL |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|03:42 pm] |
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| | LONDON BRIDGE | ] |
well pretty much nuthin is new with me
each week is pretty much the same routine i'm getting pretty bored with it tho lol
i cant stand my job anymore...gah well its not the j ob....its the people there.
i really cant wait until i start working at the gymnastics center. I can get away from everyone and everything and get paid to work out. FUCK YES!
honestly i think cheerleading and gymnastics are the only thing in this world that make me that damn excited. so im pretty pumped!
im finally starting to lose some weight which is a good sign. Hopefully i can keep going with it.
im not sure how much i've lost so far but its a start.. whut whut!
I kno im always really early with this stuff...but i already started christmas shopping. Finished some people's already and its not even halloween yet haha.
as long as i keep them hidden until its time, im happy! but im usually pretty good at hiding the gifts too.
ARE WE EXCHANGING GIFTS THIS YEAR??!.... (U KNO EXACTLY WHO U ARE)
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| confused |
[Oct. 6th, 2006|01:52 pm] |
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i dont kno anymore....
clearly bout anything and everything
or maybe i just kno way too much for my own good
its like everything around me is changing .....all except me and i cant keep up with it
maybe i should just step aside
let everything run its course |
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|12:09 pm] |
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| | library | ] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
Well lets see...
im at the library again. HA go figure? lol
I cannot wait until January 1st, 2007.
WHY?
because for some reason 2006 just plainly sucks.....all out
lol
well for the first time in quite awhile, everything seems to be running pretty smoothly....
yes quite smoothly.
usually i dont have that kind of luck HA!
work...is well work.....
i dont ever want to be there.....but its good money and insurance YAY
im hopefully going to get that job at OAKLAND
all i know is $30 an hour sounds pretty damn good for doing something i love.
honestly this is the first year i'm excied for the fall/winter.
even tho its colder than years past, its going to be a good season.
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[Sep. 24th, 2006|12:12 pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOO!!!
<3 |
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[Sep. 24th, 2006|12:10 pm] |
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RIP JOE SHORKEY.....
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| woopdy dooo |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|01:25 pm] |
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| | the library haha | ] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | DANITY KANE | ] |
Well lets see...
life is going pretty smoothly at the moment... of course there is some uncertainty with everything but its all good.
MY raise is in effect starting today whooo
I get insurance in about a month or so...?
I just got another job coaching cheerleading clinics at a gymnastics center! yay
And Try outs for the arena football cheerleaders is in about a month
gosh im soo damn excited.
enough bout work..
me and mikey....
ABSOLUTELY FUCKING AMAZING.
i think that right now we are both happier than we've ever been. Normally one of us is happy the other stressed....right now we're both pretty balanced and calm.
If u want to see the football team that I am apart of...go to
www.motorcityreapers.com
(there's a link for the dance team but nothing is up on it yet)
hmmm.......lol
life is good
speaking of....
I FINALLY GOT THE DANITY KANE CD...gosh im obsessed haha |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2006|09:36 am] |
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That prolly had to be top of the charts
for worst fucking birthday yet!!!
NICE |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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I came home to a dozen yellow roses last night....
just out of the blue...
Gosh I love him!
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[Jul. 28th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
Some things are pretty good right now
I bought a new car which is amazing. I'm completely thrilled with it.
I got to spend most of the day with Jaimie today. I really needed to get out...and especially with different people. haha.
well tomorrow i get to go back to work :( lol then sunday morning im going to troy...to drop off some cash. Fun right? lol no!
I swear its always one thing or another right?
Wednesday I'm going out with my mom and teresa. that should be interesting.
<3
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|10:50 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | with mikey | ] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | tv | ] |
Soooo..........
Everything has been going pretty damn well lately.
1. NEW JOB
In a few weeks I start my new job. I'll be a nanny for Cady (2) and Joshua (5). The kids are absolutely adorable and already politely mannered. Its only 5 days of work and i get $250 a week cash. Nice huh?
2. NEW CAR
In a few weeks on my birthday i'll be getting a new car...a Probe still new and everything so now i can get rid of my piece of shit.
3. I'M GOING TO BE LIVING ON MY OWN FOR A YEAR
so I pretty much just talked my mom into letting me have our house to myself when she moves out with my brother. YAY...maybe i'll get a roomate or somethin?
I cant believe i can say i live on my own...in a house YES!!!
Right now I'm with mikey...i havent seen him much this week so im completely excited to be here with him right now. He makes me happy : ) |
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